Assalamualaikum and hello there, today i wanna talk abt my preparation for this upcoming schools reopening. mesti excited kan. But fer me. entah la. i rse mcm sedih pn ada jugak. This is my last year of high school. I mean schools in such uniforms and all that curricular stuff. Its been ages since i awaited this moment. But when it comes. Im not sure if this what i really wanted.
Okay lets talk about other things shall we? #dahmcmapejeakuni Okay so what is the first thing when you enter the damn school. So maybe many of us is unaware of this important things. Which is OUR FEES. Damn its alot of bunch. As for the government students, they may not be charge in such amount like the hostel's one. But none of us really do care about it. All you matter is you still can go to school. worst than that is you're happy you can still enjoy your so-called-epic school life
So, who is responsible for our fees and all. and to remind all of you. IT IS OUR PARENTS LAH WEI. So, do you ever think how much did they spend for you. with your fees, your foods, your stationeries, your toileteries, your books, your medicine, your everythings lah senang crite. Did you know the total amount of all that and just to get you back to school. with hopes that you will learn and be somebody one day. And please reconsider it with your other siblings. BANYAK GILA KAN DUIT MAKBAPAK KITA KELUARKAN?
As for me, i have other siblings who is still young and schooling. And today i just realize something that is nowadays our valuable treasure which is DUIT MAA. Maybe for some of us who came from an upper class family. Money does not mean anything for you. Well in fact, everythings need money nowadays, even going to the toilets also we need to pay 30cents. theres no such thing is free in this cruel world.
As i was saying, parents kita hantar kita untuk belajar, tapi kita? kebarangkalian ade yang tidak leka dan melakukan taggungjawab ini. tapi saya? i fooled so much, rebel alot. everytime after my solat, i pray that my behaviour wont hurt their feeling. But i didnt take action for it. I didnt really concentarte in studies. I always have this feeling to change for the better. but it only last just a few days. Now i started regretting after all i did to my parents. I started to regret for being in a relationship with someone. Its like im neglecting them. i should put my parents above him not put him on above.
Well, i need to change! CHANGE FOR BETTER! I thinks this could be my new years resolution. Hope it works. I want they to be proud of me. Proud to call me their favourite daughter. I just dont want them to lose hope on me. i know i can do it. for the sake of my parents and as the role model for my siblings.
Sorry fer being out of topic, i guess i was too brought with my emotions. #those tittles are the acronyms for the word SCHOOL. I hope this post can give us some kesedaran. We should appreciate our parents sacrifices :D
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