when i grow up

dahulu kala saya mahu jadi seorang doktor pakar kanak2. but when i realize that being a doctor isnt easy and takes a long time. and being a pedetrition *sukati la ejaan dia mcm mne needs a tough heart. its not love towards kids is important. u have to face babies/kids that have disease or illness that can cause death. i couldnt bear see babies that can only live for a short period. i hate seeing death. it makes people sad. what would u feel if someone u love would only live in certain time. i dont want to have an occupation that will bring me sadness through my working years.

seterusnya, setelah patah hati nak jadi doktor. saya memilih nak jadi seorang ahli farmasis. hehe. rasa mcm best je keje. bendalah ni start masa kat terendak la. roomate saya memanggil saya tauke ubat. k fine! tau la stock ubat aku bnyk. itu pn sbb time tu kan aku sakit. kne stahun mkn ubat. tp tak mkn pon. haha. aku dah buang pn ubat tu. haha. lg pn besides ubat yg saya kene ambik. byk lg ubat. ni mama punya keje la. mcm la anak dia tk jumpa 3 thn. pdhl tiap2 dua minggu dtg melaka. haha. bukan terendak tu tkde hospital. 94 HAT tu kan ade. nurse dia baik2 belaka pulk. inject pn smpi 3 ubat. esok dlm kelas ngn tk mcm babi punya side efek. okay out of topic. haha. k smbg balik. haha. kalau jadi farmasi. bole kahwin dgn doktor. okay gatal aku ni. haha. kalau jadi farmasi. saya nak serve government for several years then nk kerja dkt mac ke maybeline ke mana2 sykt make up la. then i ll make my money and open my own pharmacy and help those who in needs. but sadly my mom wont agree on me being a pharmacist. for her being a pharmacist is some kind of burden. fyi berkat seorang ibu itu penting. haha.

next! lepas saya patah hati nk jadi farmasis. saya igt nak belajar dentistry. mcm best je. tak yah la sshkan hidop bljr anatomy bagai. ke mmg kene bljr. ntah tktau. hha. okay jadi dentist mcm best. mama ckp pn okay. dia tk kesa. dia ckp bgs tolg org cantikkan gigi. ade2 je mama ni. haha. dia nk hntr kt jordan. jauh gilaa. taknaaak. nk bljr dekat australia jee. da la dekat cost pn sikit je. saya tknk la sshkn mereka. anak solehah la katakn. haha. btw dentist is an occupation yg bak kata org takkan ditelan zaman punya la. haha. everybody needs a satisfying teeth. haha. dah merapu je aku kat sini. tapi kan tapi kan. saya tak terel bio lah. bio macam hampeh je. jgn harap la nak jadi doktor pharmacist ngn dentist. sume memerlukan kekuatan dan kemantapan ilmu biologi yg tggi. hha. mcm tkde harapan je.

oh this just another option besides dentist. mama sys "kakak arent u interested in doing economics? bcoz one of my friends daughter. shes a pure sc student. infact she got strght a's for her spm. but shes doing economics.... and blablabla" i didnt remember. well its her prob if she wants to be an accountant or wtv. i'm not interested. hha. i seem to  like more-to-doctor-occupation. hha. padahal subjek sc sume mcm ape je. yawnn. mls pikir dah.